Quitting For Good

Submitted by freeky on Wed, 18/01/2012 - 19:25
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I've deleted all the porn on my hard drive, and am working on bookmarks and history currently. I can keep and erection and stay rock hard without, but I can't seem to ejaculate, when masturbating or with another person. I've cut back greatly recently though, thanks to hanging with friends more, staying at a place that has a terrible internet connection, and finding the love of my life. I've been able to ejaculate 3 times now because of all this.

The terrible internet connection won't last forever though. I plan on getting back into the many old hobbies I used to have to keep me occupied. Reading up on psychoactives, sciences (chemisty, physics, space, etc.), politics, playing many more video games, reading books and manga, watching anime, music, learning guitar, etc.

I want to be able to orgasm with the person I love, and the people I make love with. I've been an addict since the fifth grade, and I'm 20 now. This is ridiculous.

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not doing too bad

Submitted by freeky on Sat, 21/01/2012 - 02:41

Being around computers are a little bit frustrating, and doing the other stuff can be a little boring when what I wanna do is watch porn, but I'm sure I'll be able to get back into them fully once I've gotten away from the dark parts of the internet.

More addicting than any drug I've ever done. But I need to do this. For her, and for myself.

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Yeah I know what you mean

Submitted by over_it on Sat, 21/01/2012 - 07:38

Yeah I know what you mean about computers. This is where I fell down when I went 21 days and relapsed. I think part of the problem was I kept up the habit of turning the PC on and browsing the net on days off, and though I wasn't surfing porn I was still wasting time with youtube clips etc so it was all to easy to slip up. At the moment I'm trying to only turn on the PC when I'm not alone and when I have something specific to do/look for, then shut it down.

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