my story so far

so january was a good month overall, i hoped to quit for good, but as we all know it's never that simple, slipped up a couple of times, but no hour upon hour binges, and also no visits to sex workers, another problem of mine..

i almost proved to myself i can live without porn and the company of escorts, but as i say it wasn't a perfect month as i had hoped.

tomorrow is the start of a new month, february, and i really want to prove to myself i can go a whole month without porn (something i've never done by the way, since first discovering online pornography)

that would be a real achievement. i really feel as though january was phase 1 in the battle and overall it went well + i'd learned a lot about myself.

for all those that slip up every now and again, don't be hard on yourself, i've found that it helps to assess why you slipped up, try to analyse the triggers which prompted you to look

we can all beat this. i don't know about you but i feel so much more relaxed and focused when i'm not indulging in this rubbish

love you all

neale